Sunday, June 8, 2008
P.S I LOVE YOU
P.S I LOVE YOU
Cast:Hillary Swank (Million Dollar Baby) / Gerard Butler (300)
What would it be like waking up tomorrow and realise that the person you loved the most was no more there by your side. Sleepless lonely nights. Cold bed sheets. Colder heart.
No, I do not wish to imagine that happening to me, yet life is life, we cannot command it to be this or that way for us, we just have to go along.
That is maybe the reason why i never stop telling my husband how much I love him. Who knows? I might not have the chance of writing letters to him.
And you? Will you?
Life is so strange nah? You meet so many people whom you think you are in love with then out of nowhere someone comes around. BANG! THIS IS LOVE! Yeah, true, real, pure, sincere, innocent love. This is the person you want to spend the rest of your life with.
Love, marriage, babies...happiness...birth..and death. Yes, death. We cannot miss this one! We were born to die, remember? Life, oh life? why this pattern? why fall in love and make someone part of you just to have him snatched afterwards?
I simply can't imagine what my life will be without Michel. Wake up in the morning, no hugs, no kisses, no smiles? No one to share breakfast with? No one to tell me how much he loves me? No one to make me laugh like a mad girl when am sad or down?
No, i cannot imagine...I don't want to...though it's here...the thought...
The thought that no matter how much you will try, no matter how hard, that once that person is gone...he will be gone forever, never again will you be able to touch him, hug him, look into his eyes...
No, life does not have the rewind option. We have to live the present. We cannot press pause nor hit rewind, though there is the stop button.
Life hurts, love hurts...maybe this is why we are meant to live each and every second to the fullest.
P.S I love you Michel